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im juz a cmple, hapi person. I really like to play pc games, rpg, or whatever... my frnds call me jay or son, ultimately cool name... most of the time, I'm in front of our pc (it was not "mine"...^_^) playin', chattin' or whatever... I'm also a gamer... I quitted pRO a long time ago and played khan at the end of september coz it's free... I'm only 17 and studying at SJDEFI... I'm a jealous type of person and I always wanted the risky way... I always think all the possible outcomes that can happen... it can be a positive or a negative outcome...
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Friday, July 21, 2006
does it have to be so sure?
don't know what to do,
in my life i can't live
full of confusion,
misery and pain..
i'm not sure about this
but there are times
i just pretend
knowing that you'll
never come back
i'm hoping...
does it have to be so sure?
all lost for love...
it's only a beginning
for a sad ending...
Posted at 04:25 pm by ipixialian
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Sunday, April 09, 2006
i see it as a gift and as a curse...
Posted at 02:58 pm by ipixialian
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Friday, October 21, 2005
plis give me another chance....
Posted at 01:13 am by ipixialian
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You're Beautiful - james blunt
my life is brilliance
my love is pure
i saw an angel, for that i'm sure
she's smiling in the subway
she's with another man
But I won't lose no sleep on that,
'Cause I've got a plan.
you're beautiful, you're beautiful
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
But i can't escape the truth
I will never be with you.
Yeah, she caught my eye,
As I walked on by.
She could see from my face that I was,
fucking high,
And I don't think that I'll see her again,
But we shared a moment that will last till the end.
you're beautiful, you're beautiful
I saw your face in a crowded place,
And I don't know what to do,
You're beautiful, You're beautiful.
But i can't escape the truth
I will never be with you.
(La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, La-la-la-la, Laaah)
You're beautiful. You're beautiful.
You're beautiful, it's true.
There must be an angel, with a smile on her face,
when she thought that I should be with you
But it's time to face the truth,
I will never be with you.
Posted at 01:11 am by ipixialian
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Thursday, October 06, 2005
finals na... di ko alam kung papasa pa ako... pero i'm hoping a lot na and2 pa ako sa 2nd sem...
hehe, sa 22o lng ayaw ko na rin lumipat... napamahal na yata ako sa SJDEFI... hahahaha...
whoo... astig ata pumasa... ^^
Posted at 09:51 pm by ipixialian
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Sunday, October 02, 2005
feeling incomplete...
no...
i want to know all the answers
why i am feeling this way
only she can tell
why?
....
ang hirap mabuhay, o masarap mabuhay pero ginagawa nating complicated ito kaya napakahirap...
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i longing for something... di ko alam kung ano... incomplete and restless, mahirap ata maging ganito...
i feel so hopeless pero kht paano kelangan ko mabuhay para sa kanila... ano na lng sasabihin ni GOD kung bumitaw ako d b? hehe kahiyahiya naman... di na nga ako nagdadasal... pero i'm thanking him... but i hope when i die... i'm wishing him that he will give me a chance to be with them... esp. with her... i wanted to...
the problem is...
they can't replace you in my heart... since you have the most of it...
only time will tell when it will happen...
....
Posted at 03:53 pm by ipixialian
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Wednesday, September 28, 2005
kht di na tayo, i'll never stop caring for you..
madaling araw di pa tulog
gumagawa ng computer
mahirap ata mag-isip
....
andaming saloobin
na nais sabihin
siguro maswerte tayo
sa isa't-isa
kahit di na tulad ng dati
andyan pa rin tayo
nagsasama sa
kasiyahan...
kalungkutan...
kadamay mo palagi
sa hirap at ginhawa...
....
Posted at 11:23 am by ipixialian
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Tuesday, September 27, 2005
i must be dreaming...
i am really dreaming!!
could someone wake me up
in this world?
how i wish there would be
someone who will wake me up
in this...
in my...
dream....
Posted at 12:25 pm by ipixialian
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Tuesday, September 20, 2005
kht kelan talaga... ganito ako magmahal... matagal makalimutan... y i am so much attached sa mga babaeng minahal ko...?
sana di na mangyari ulit katulad ng dati...
wala na naman akong nagawa kundi kalimutan xa...
ayoko nang umasa pa...
maghintay?
kung mahal ko pa xa.. oo
e pano yan mahal ko pa xa?
xenxa...
pero maghihintay ako..
kht gaano pa katalgal..
sana di ako magsawa sa kamamahal sa isang tao...
,,,=^-^=,,,
Posted at 12:52 am by ipixialian
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mission failed.... :-< oh well...
di nya cnagot ang aking tanong...
asa p ako... T_T
Posted at 12:42 am by ipixialian
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